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[02 Aug 2005|12:58pm] |
okay guys. i don't want this journal anymore. i want to start fresh. i want to have a journal my mom can read and say wow, my kid is good. unlike the other one.
okay so here's my poll: which do you like best?
[1] illbreakyrface [2] ___supganksterr [3] __duhduhdancex [4] duhduhdancex
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[29 Jul 2005|06:26pm] |
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i have mono.
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[25 Jul 2005|09:47am] |
mm. i'm going to virginia until friday. there's a 115 heat index there. fun? i think not.
I GOT MY LAMB OF GOD TICKETS LAST NIGHT august 3rd. yay. =] =] =]
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[15 Jul 2005|09:56am] |
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Catch 27 -- Join My Pack
Catch 27 is alot like MySpace, except for a lot more fun, more to do, and there are acctually prizes you can win. If you haven't already joined, you should join my pack. You should also tell all your friends about it and give them my link so they can join my pack too. =]
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[14 Jul 2005|01:31pm] |
ryan lets me make out with billy, but he won't allow me to hang out with derrick, vinnie, or mike. hmph. =[
thats weird?
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[14 Jul 2005|03:03am] |
| Your Ultimate Purity Test 2.0 Score Is... | | | Your Score: | Average For All Users | Average For All Sluttily Opportunistic Human Anarchist Light Brown-Skinned 11 to 17-Year old Females (1 total) | | | Dating | 7.69% | 32.84% | 7.69% | Gone steady | | Self-Lovin' | 45.45% | 61.47% | 45.45% | When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself | | Shamelessness | 45.16% | 78.11% | 45.16% | Puts 'em on the glass | | Sex Drive | 57.14% | 76.56% | 57.14% | A fool for love, but not always | | Straightness | 11.11% | 41.37% | 11.11% | Knows the other body type like a map | | Gayness | 77.78% | 79.46% | 77.78% | Repressed, are we? | | Dominant | 83.33% | 87.54% | 83.33% | Afraid to cross at "Don't Walk" signs | | Submissive | 85.71% | 87.86% | 85.71% | Submits to no one... almost | | Fucking Sick | 67.35% | 90.39% | 67.35% | Dipped into depravity | | Total Score | 57.6% | 74.6% | 57.6% | | Take The Ultimate Purity Test 2.0 and see how you match up!
(By The Ferrett) |
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[14 Jul 2005|02:18am] |
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mm interesting...
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2004-12-26 19:27:17 |
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2005-07-14 03:17:20, 3 hours ago |
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( haha. sex. )
um anyway. this is the best song ever.
I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored
I'm not afraid of feeling
and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
And I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...
I'm not afraid of being sick
I'm more afraid of being well
I'm not afraid
Put the gun in my hand
I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell
I'm not afraid of screaming
and I'm not afraid of crying
I'm just afraid of forgetting
And I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of
I'm not afraid of looking ugly
I couldn't care what they say
I'm not afraid of happy endings
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way
I'm not afraid of forgiveness
I absolve you everything
I'm not afraid of lying...
But I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you all I do is sit and think about you
Without you yes I...
Fear of Dying Jack Off Jill
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[12 Jul 2005|09:45pm] |
I BEAT THE MINESWEAPER EXPERT LEVEL IN 602 SECONDS
!!!
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[11 Jul 2005|12:04am] |
Does anyone have windows messenger? I don't have aim anymore. =[ my e-mail is chikchikbang@yahoo.com so if you have it, add me =]
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[10 Jul 2005|11:19pm] |
 Join r4d_duh Auto Accepting First 23 Applicants. ;D
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[07 Jul 2005|08:41am] |
 damn. she's hot.
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[18 Jun 2005|09:38am] |
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MY BOYFRIEND IS IN HIGH DEMAND RIGHT NOW. i'm about to fucking kill every girl that talks to him except maybe allie, jess, and alyssa cause i trust ryan not to do anything with either of them and i know neither of they would ever pull any bullshit ...acctually, ryan could probably be all over them right in front me me and i wouldn't give a shit, cause it doesn't mean anything. duh. but man, these girls i've never met, IM ABOUT TO BLOW YOUR FACE OFF. . . . b a c k - o f f . . . k - t h a n k s . . .
a n y w a y . . . RYAN IS GOING AWAY FOR A WHOLE WEEK TODAY we went out to a movie last night....batman =] it was okay, it was more of a movie i'd like to watch at home than in a theatre, you know? yeah... well. saying goodbye to him last night was harder than ever...he's going down ocean city with a ton of his/my guy friends and they're going to be smoking pot the entire time..and drinking beer, no doubt. and i know exactly what happens when ryan isn't thinking straight.....cause it happened 3 days after prom, and it's not good. i'm just really worried about the whole girl issue, i hope he loves me enough not to cheat on me... i think i should give zak a call and tell him to keep an eye on ryan....i wish billy was going, cause i know he'd watch ryan...cause he was the one to be like ''dude, ryan, GIRLFRIEND!!'' last time something happened....and i know ryan tyminski will watch ryan too, so that's good. i don't know, but i have no trust....but i have my reasons not to, so yeah. ugh. i don't know but i was almost crying last night when i went to sleep.
 whores are douches. they always try to get with my ryan. fuck them.
check this out, it's awesome. ( the most amazing thing i've ever seen, omg im so jealous i can't do this )
 ;]
x murderotica: wanna know how to get the truth out of a guy? chikchik bang: i am so fucking worked up chikchik bang: yes! x murderotica: grab his fucking balls put your hand on them x murderotica: ask questions x murderotica: everytime x murderotica: squeeze harder x murderotica: till you get the truth chikchik bang: haha, just grab them and squeeze? chikchik bang: hahhahaha x murderotica: yes chikchik bang: does it hurt? x murderotica: alyssas taught me that one x murderotica: omg its horrible chikchik bang: hahahahaha
hahahahahaha wow. alyssa is a nutcase, whoaa.

aw, i met billy's girlfriend thing allie today she is so cute and nice, and i like her. aw. it takes alot for me to like someone so fast too, so therefore, she rocks.
 and omg, i have the best icon EVER. thanks ___stereotype!!
 haha. comment comment comment.
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| oh god i love ryan |
[16 Jun 2005|02:07pm] |
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i love being with ryan. we are oh so perfect for eachother. it's just so great all the time, especially when we are together driving in his car, it doesn't matter where we're going, around 6-8 dusk, listening to amazing music that fits the moment unbelievably well, watching the sun set while everything around us begins to get an orangish tint, which slowly fades into blue, then finally into darkness. talking about just, how perfect life is for the both of us. no more school, no worries, no stress. everything now is just about fun. ( the rest is behind the cut, i don't wanna take up too much room for you guys <3 )
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[15 Jun 2005|10:25am] |
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[13 Jun 2005|02:09pm] |
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I know you work across the street in the indie record store I'm thinking someday that we'll meet I'm thinking we'll do something more I hide behind my magazine then I see you walk on by I'm not ready to be seen I'll just sit right here and spy
boys will come and boys will go tell me something I don't know I've seen you here before I want to see you more and... more you get inside my head I want you in my bed from far away I check you out can't let you see me
I'm on a stakeout I'm on a stakeout I'm on a stakeout I'm on a stakeout
I've got a plan in mind for you I'm waiting till the time is right I know that you‚ll like what I do no need to put up a fight watching you from far away you look so sweet and clueless soon I'll move in on my prey it's time for me to do this
watching and waiting the feeling is elating biding my time yeah, I know that you'll soon be mine soon be mine
can't let you see me can't let you see me can't let you see me I'm on a stakeout I'm on a stakeout I'm on a stakeout I'm on a stakeout
boys will come and boys will go tell me something I don't know I've seen you here before I want to see you more and... more you get inside my head I want you in my bed from far away I check you out can't let you see me can't let you see me yeah, I know that you'll soon be mine
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